Crazy On You
It feels kinda strange to be back blogging on my own server – I’ve not had one since around October of last year. Before that point though it was essentially like I didn’t have one, because I just simply had nothing to write. Why? The reasons are varied, but the major reason was simply because I was thinking about one thing and one thing only – from the time I woke in the morning to the time I drifted off into a very, very absent slumber – and the more I thought about it, the less I particularly wanted to focus on it. Because of it I spent a lot of time being what the people in the know like to refer to as “chronically clinically depressed”, or, for the layperson, I spent my days in a daze of apathy and regret wishing for a time machine or a golden ticket to fix the problems that had arisen over the course of the last twelve months. Not to say I’m fully over it, because I really am not – but on a functional level I feel within myself I can actually get through a day without bursting into tears over really nothing at all to trigger.
My whole outlook has somewhat changed since last time I was blogging a lot. My priorities too. My objectives. Fundamentally, I’m a much different person to who I once was. Good thing? Who knows. Bad thing? Possibly. Only time will tell once it is all rinsed and repeated. I expect what I ruminate over to be of a much higher standard from now on, being surrounded by somewhat intelligent people on a regular basis helps keep the ol’ thinkerbox in a readily stimulated state. I guess it’s only fair to share it with the internet from time to time.
Still much to do around here, I really need to get to restoring some form of order to my server after starting from scratch.. that means a lot of mod_rewrite and .htaccess hacking, a bunch of PHP repairwork, fondling the httpd stack a lot, uploading and rebuilding directories, working on some designs and some concepts… all in all, I should be a busy little bee.
Until I tidy up around here, why not check out some links I’ve found pretty awesome recently? Promise they’re cool. Srsly. Aight. I’m out.
Adiós perras.
